Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Forget me?

I'm twenty years old now and soon the number will change whether I like it or not. What it is like to be in twenty? Honestly, twenty has just been another year I have messed up with. In fact, even worst. I did not improve in anything.

I suck in baking. I suck in cooking. I do not know how to sew. WORST OF ALL, I SUCK IN STUDY. I suck in making friends. I suck in maintaining friendship. I suck when I was about to lose a friend. There were times when I feel like being a nasty backstabber, stabbing people hard on their back and feeling good about it. Indeed.

I do not know if I will ever want to remember my life growing up as a twenty year old woman.